Snowing In The City.

As I was "surfing the 'net", I came across the symbols and what they mean. I found this. This is "Thumper's" real name spelled in Chinese. And I found it to be a striking and elegant characters for a name that have and still does bring me so much happiness and joy and light into my life since I have know her. Her job keeps her very busy. And we don't get the chance to talk for very long on the phone, but when I do talk to her, I can feel her wanting to be next to me, looking into my face and saying all of the words that she has wanted to say to me. We have a concern over how the other is doing. And I even had momnet that I sounded like her mom instead of her lover. and I made her laugh. We have coffee online (how 2008 of us.!!) we have time for us. She has a dog and dogs have to go potty and I wait for her. She has given me "eye rollers" and she knows what means and I will not give details. My love for her get deeper and stronger with each day. I want to be with her all day and all night. I want to be near her. The City of NY had a recent snowfall and I took pictures late at night of places where I walk and of my block and from my kitchen window and from my bedroom window. I had fun taking thoses pictures for her. I want her to see my part of the world. With the falling snow and the city was very quiet and I wanted to be with her walking and talking with her out in it. I love her and want love her for a very long time. and I will.

Missing Her (Part 2.)

Missing Her.

It's been almost a month since I have seen her face before me. And she is missed. In more ways that I can say. Her smile, touch, scent, her very being is
soothing and has a "backbeat"when ever she walks into a room. She has a giggle that can cause you to smile when you hear over the phone. Her warmth can keep you warm on the coldest days. And it has on more instance. I have felt it over the phone and in every message that she has to me. In her messages that she sends me
I feel it everytime. And I want to smile, and I do. I think about her all of the time when we are together and twice as much when we are apart.

What I miss the most is her. Just her.

And I can't wait until the next time. And I will. Just for Her.

Missing Her. (part 1.)

Rm.550 (cont.)

The time that was spent in Rm.550 was one of the most emotional and passion times that I have had in my life. I was with "Thumper" and I fell in love with her all over again. She has the ability to make me happy and sad. The time that I spent with her was fun, relaxing,sexy,passionate,compassionate,affection filled and just wonderful. I wanted her to relax and no think so much. And I gave her space to just be. She does not have the chance to do that when she is at home. I feel bad for her when she can't scratch her "itch" in her own space. I can hear her stress in her voice when she can't be alone. Her love for me is very deep and her passion is does not have a limit when it comes to me. I have played the role of lifeguard so long and when I don't have to do it, I just hang out and watch music videos and some movies that I have downloaded or just listen to music while I write stuff about her. Just like I did the first time after I had kissed her. I have just about every word that she has sent me. I'm not talking about the words that we say when we are online. I'm talking about the words that come her heart, I love those words. And I have added some pictures from the first time that we were in the windy city. I have to add the ones that were taken this year (2008) and I hope that there will be more. She smiled this time in Rm.55o, she smiled alot this time and it this place. We did not have to be all over each other this time and we just hung out. We get off on being with each other. Her happiness is very important to me. I can and will do ANYTHING to make her happy. The reason is that I love her. The last time, we saw each other I made her laugh on last time before she got a plane and went home. She can make me sing all the time. All of the time that we have spent together there is always music. The first kiss was that one thingn that made me smile the next day. I played music when I thought about her in the shower. When I miss her, all I do is sing. Very soft and very low. Never the whole song and the whole song when I have my mp3 player on. I did it when I said good bye the first time in jersey and the first time in Chicago and the last time I said good bye to her after we left Rm.550. The music stayed with me. and so is she. "Won't Go Home Without You." plays through my head all day and as I write this and I know she will read and maybe and maybe you will too.