Baby, It's cold outside.....

As I write this, I'm sitting here in the public library in nyc. And she is at work and I hope that she is

safe and warm. It's winter time and she is far away from me and it's February. I have had some good things happen and some bad things happen to me during this time of year. But this time in 2010, it's just cold outside. Where she lives there has been some snow fall and the last time that I "spoke" to her, it was online and she had a "snow day" from work. All of the time that spend together made the cold temps on both of our sides of the planet seem not so cold. I must have thought about her more than a few times a day. She has guided me and helped me when I had questions about matters of the head and the heart.  I have started school and I have the best time there just like I did last year when I took classes at SVA (School Of Visual Arts). And I was excited about that first class where I already knew the person that was teaching the class. I just want to thank her again for what she did for me, so I don't lose my place in my career of being film/video editor. I could hear how happy she was for me after I had called after the first class and the way that she calmed me down after I tried to the write the first paper that I have due in march. I was trying to write it all in one night. We try to talk online and lots of time on the phone. When I talk to her on the phone, I can see her there in front of me and she looks the way that I remember next to me when I was at her place in Nov of last year. I can see her eyes move back and forth as to study my face and file it away for the nights where she alone with thoughts and she might have just gotten off the phone with me. Or reading this right now. She loves to read books and I know that she was read  and re-read some of the words that I have written to her, for her and about her in the past. And even I have re-read some of the words that she sent me and I could her soft voice in my ears and the way that I feel after I have read something that she sent me. Everything inside of me matches the outside of me. One Very Big Smile. Just like the one that I have now on my face or when ever I play "Love Is The Answer" by Todd Rundgren. She played for me in her car and I could hear her softly sings parts of it & it made me smile then & all of the times that I have played since. I have found more things about her on my last visit to see her. I did not know that she liked hockey. And she says that there are only 2 hockey teams here in ny, but there are 3 teams and I have teased her that I would wear a jersey from the team that she does not like and she had told me that she would walk right past me if I was wearing it. There are levels to her that are uncharted by me. She is one of the best dates that I have had when she is online. All of the time that we have spent online have been some of the best dates that I have ever been on. And after she gone off-line, I have this feeling of being loved and wanted & very much desired by her. I have said this before and I will say it again. She Loves Me and I Love Her. I'm grateful for every day and every time that I get to say that to her. And every time that she has told me that in many forms, face to face, text message on my phone or during a online chat "date", it's like a kiss that lingers on the lips for hours after the last kiss good bye or the last kiss that I get from her when I'm lying next to her in bed.     Baby, It's Cold Outside....... xoxoxoxxxx (insert VBSH)  Love, Tiger