Being with Thumper.

Being with "Thumper" these months. I have grown deeper in love with her. Each time that I get to talk with her over the phone, I get this big smile on my face. The times that I get to talk to her and "feel" her online are very precious to me. We talk every night. Still. We talk more than two people who live in the same place. But what get me is that we still talk about what is going on.


In a few days, we are going to be with each other again. In the same city, that she knows so well and where I will be moving to later in the year. This time I will meet some old friends and say hello again to her friends that will become our friends when I move there. This trip will be filled with more funny moments, more talking, more passion and just plain being with each other.




The space that is between us gets smaller as the time for our planes to leave is getting closer.


She is leaving from her part of the country and me mine. I have a longer flight and I still have to wait for her. I will get to the airport before her and be nervous just she was. I can imagine what she was like waiting for me to get to the city where we agreed to meet. I will use the same sign case that she used to get my attention after I got off my plane. and I called her when I did not see her when I got off the plane. I will get the info that I need to make sure that I know where I going to be when she gets off that plane. I have all to make the signs that will make her laugh. Before anything happens I want to see her laugh. I will be nervous and might have gone outside at least once to get some air and calm down. I will be "zen cool" on the outside and inside excited and nervous at the same time. I will be giggling when I see her face. And when I see I'm going take her in my arms, I hope that time will freeze for an instant and I will get lost in her eyes and feel her body sink into mine and the time that we spend this time will be more fun and more passion and more silly than the first time. I have to just be with her and be us again. Just two people that still want to know about each other after thousands of messages back & forth and the many lines of chats that we have done since the change to a much better way of contacting and connecting to each other.



I know what I want first to make out with her and feel her face in my hands. To feel her smooth skin with my fingertips as I kiss her like the first time when we were together last. She has the ability to make me giggle and likes it when I giggle. and that always turns in a case of the giggles as I sit at the cyber cafe and chat with her. The time that I get to spend with her is precious to me. And the face to face time, I would get very greedy if that was my way. Any time that she is with me is all very cool and zen like.
I have been looking forward to the this trip for a long time (80 some odd days) and now is down to hours.