Rm.550 (cont.)

The time that was spent in Rm.550 was one of the most emotional and passion times that I have had in my life. I was with "Thumper" and I fell in love with her all over again. She has the ability to make me happy and sad. The time that I spent with her was fun, relaxing,sexy,passionate,compassionate,affection filled and just wonderful. I wanted her to relax and no think so much. And I gave her space to just be. She does not have the chance to do that when she is at home. I feel bad for her when she can't scratch her "itch" in her own space. I can hear her stress in her voice when she can't be alone. Her love for me is very deep and her passion is does not have a limit when it comes to me. I have played the role of lifeguard so long and when I don't have to do it, I just hang out and watch music videos and some movies that I have downloaded or just listen to music while I write stuff about her. Just like I did the first time after I had kissed her. I have just about every word that she has sent me. I'm not talking about the words that we say when we are online. I'm talking about the words that come her heart, I love those words. And I have added some pictures from the first time that we were in the windy city. I have to add the ones that were taken this year (2008) and I hope that there will be more. She smiled this time in Rm.55o, she smiled alot this time and it this place. We did not have to be all over each other this time and we just hung out. We get off on being with each other. Her happiness is very important to me. I can and will do ANYTHING to make her happy. The reason is that I love her. The last time, we saw each other I made her laugh on last time before she got a plane and went home. She can make me sing all the time. All of the time that we have spent together there is always music. The first kiss was that one thingn that made me smile the next day. I played music when I thought about her in the shower. When I miss her, all I do is sing. Very soft and very low. Never the whole song and the whole song when I have my mp3 player on. I did it when I said good bye the first time in jersey and the first time in Chicago and the last time I said good bye to her after we left Rm.550. The music stayed with me. and so is she. "Won't Go Home Without You." plays through my head all day and as I write this and I know she will read and maybe and maybe you will too.